哭？

最近心情其实都没有很好..

好像发生很多不愉快的事..

朋友..家人..学校..NY..NY家..

这些..应该笑还是哭??

突然很无力..

很想念你们..霎那间...

想念抱着你们哭..一起大笑..一起神经的那段日子..

现在..学校里没有了你们的影子..
下课..自己一个人坐在班..
放学..自己一个人走下楼..
想笑想哭..似乎只能跟大队..

这就是为什么我爱朋友多过你..
不是不爱你..
只是朋友..我更能毫无保留地去爱..

而且我也不想你的世界只有我..
而我的世界只有你..
就像我曾经告诉你的..

突然觉得自己很重..
心..
我知道我说过发生任何事都会告诉你..
但有时候..
写比说更能说出口..

Damn!!

if you don't feel like to fetch me..
you can don't fetch d...

ei..mr..
wtf?
always said you cant do anything after you're promise or i'm waiting for a long time...

i don't mind to wait you..
but can don't put aeroplane after i'm waiting for one an hour?

WTF?!

18.4

today dear was cry again..feeling bad bout that..
that is happened what i was wrote in the blog ytd?
dear's parent really din like me and wan to block us togother?
dear was seem like very unhappy..
what can i do to make him more happy?

i know dear is their elder son..
but we are already 18th..
still can't get a relationship??

dear...
i'll always beside you..><

<3

starbucks..

long time didn't come starbucks d..
with my dear dear..><
and a spot light..XP
erm..finally..that spot light IS ME LA..
cos they r focus on their homework but i always bother my dear...
whaTEVER..i know my dear don't mind of this la..><

starbucks dark mocha..a nice drink d..><

at this time..dear's mum text him..
remind him bout what he promise...
i guess..his mum and dad no like me much..><
maybe that what i think too much.. but that what i feel..

but he always lied his parent bout when he is stay with me..
what i feel abit unable to do anything...
call he go back early??
don't accompany me everyday??
or what?

sometimes will feel sadly when he can't accompany me..
but i know that not his fault...
so dear...
i don't want your SORRY!!!not your fault ok??

p/s:ei...u promise will marry me d arh....don't leave me alone...><.

<3